If Your Heart's Not In It - Westlife

I'm missing you
Girl even though you're right here by my side
Cause lately it seems
The distance between us is growing too wide

I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
The last thing that I wanna hear

But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

You say that you love me
But baby sometimes
You're just saying the words
If you've got somethin' to tell me
Don't keep it inside
Let it be heard

I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over
Girl I'll make it easy for you

But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

How I wish I could take us back in time
But it's gone too far now we can't rewind
(And there's nothing that I can do
To stop me losin' you)
I can't make you change your mind
(If your heart's not in it)

But if your heart's not in it for real
Please don't try to fake what you don't feel
If love's already gone
It's not fair to lead me on
Cause I would give the whole world for you
Anything you ask of me I'd do
But I won't ask you to stay
I'd rather walk away
If your heart's not in it

❤

YAY FLOORBALL TOMORROW! :)
I am gonna stay happy, no matter what's before me.

Gotta hit the pillow early, can't stand z-ing(!) in lectures and tutorials anymore! Meridian's food makes people fat. Or maybe 'cause my staple food these days are cny goodies + chocolate 24/7! Endorphin endorphin endorphin! Many doses a day make the worries go away.

If you are a friend,
then why?




(WILDCARD)!

Hi all. It's a norm Monday night and everyone had submitted their choices for JAE. Let's hope 19th Feb will not be a day people have bad memory of! Goodluck everyone! :)

Floorball on Wed BUT IT CLASHES WITH OGL MEETING Z!
I wanna go for fb :O 'Cause I might not make it there for JAE, not like the coach would accept just anyone who is enthu again.

OGL training camp on Sat BUT IT CLASHES WITH CHINGAY TRG.
Fine, I think the whole world's busy! I just wanna go Chinatown and feast on sauages and traditional desserts.

Ahh, I don't know why am I online. School's been tiring lectures were spent stoning and dozing off and writing words and numbers that look like doodles with a subconcious mind. Braces are getting comfortable; bakgua pineapple tarts and whatnot are not a problem for cny! :) Or to be exact, I've finished them off already! Went to sent Manching off at T3 yesterday. Well, as what Eleanor said, it's sad that the only time we meet up is to send someone off. Not many turned up, but it's nice seeing everyone after months. All the best, Manching! It's was sucha a touching and tear-jerking scene at the airport, no doubt we felt kinda out of place with his DHS mates crying and all. Yesterday afternoon was spent selling angbao for President's Star Charity at Holland Village. It's part of Chingay but not that much link either! Crap, no one likes empty packets but there were 2 (ex-convicts I presume) who were selling bookmarks and they helped Daryl and I alot. So after earning $40 and got shooed by the guard we bought bookmarks from them to show our appreciation. O they play soccer at MJC! Match was today@7 but I was sleeping at home ehe.

I feel so random.

Give me a wildcard.
It's a day I thought I'd never get through.




I think I am a bad bad bad friend.

To every living being here please don't come near me 'cause I am not the kinda person you can go to for help for fun for talks for comfort for anything. Ugh. Why do I always realise such things so late. Maybe I don't have a heart. Okay, stoneheart.

On a happier note, today is Meridian Annual College Day aka Road Race 2008. I like the sun and the wind and the running tho I was running with Triton and the cheers! :) It's a happy feeling. I felt warmth, some fuzziness, something like AH council but not that much either. It's nice with everyone so into the event (okay I mean people around me). Phototaking with OGLs since PAE will be ending soon and some will be heading to Poly and the rest of us would most prolly be scattered everywhere, not even in Triton still, perhaps.

Next up was MMM recee. Orchard lunch with Stephanie Jiahao Junan Sidney Shuhui oooooooh every trip to Taka means extra pounds piled on eheheh. I can't stand all the food there! Then Charmaine Daniel Jiayi came along! Attendance was rather pathetic hah. Tried out the games, got the essential feedback, and now gotta draw up another revised proposal.

I am uber tired.

Chingay tomorrow! All the MJCians ahaha.

And I realised I am not eligible for 4 H2 in MJ.
English + Amath + Chem + Bio = 2 + 3 + 3 + 4 = 3 in excess.

Yesterday was Wild Wild Wet with Hengxin Huiling Val Weiling Xuan Yiling Zoe! :) Coolio! But the fun was rather short-lived as there aren't many rides available. Yay day out and fun fun fun with the girls! I like I like! :D Hengxin's BBQ up next. I am gonna be a pro at BBQ-ing I swear. The Waffle Factory has good stuff, do try them out when you go Downtown! And I saw Wang Wen Xiao laoshi with her kiddo like few weeks ago and yesterday and today O.O

LG is running a high high high fever!
GET WELL SOON MY DEAR! :)

Anyone needs to ring the Emotions Police?




11.

What else can I say about this number? Lucky/cursed. It's the hottest number this time round.

Results were disappointing initially. I skimmed through and saw alot of Bs. Really alot. Shocked. Shocked. Shocked. I couldn't even think straight and couldn't tear the form A properly. Then I saw the figure. I kept my ten, with an additional one. Higher chinese was the worst bet, B3. Then came along Bio, B4! But well, I improved on my Amath and Chemistry and I am very glad with these grades. To sum it up, it's good enough to be able to stay in MJC.

Hi friends, don't cry don't cry don't cry! Get all the As we missed for A level! :)

And you've gotta hear this:
TNPS 2003 PSLE TOP SCORER Tan Chan Wei has made it to VS 2007 OLEVEL TOP SCORER! With 8 A1s, 6903 is uber proud of him! Nice!

Gaying in school is such old love :D

Before results were released:





Econs project done.
Azimuth v6.52 MMM game done.
Chemistry done.
Math going-to-be done.
Bio hardly-going-to-be done.

Econs test tomorrow.. DANG!

Olevel results out on Thursday.
Goodluck to me goodluck to you goodluck to us all :)

And the simplest pleasures of life do bring much more than other luxuries.
❤ Triton 5! :D






It's raining suddenly.

I'm still at the Econs project.

What's with donuts anyway? Dang stupid donut business!

I get the full picture now.

I am.. well!

ATTENTION:
TNPS 6903 LISTEN UPPPPPPPPPPP!

Our very dear friend, TANG MAN CHING, the smart guy in Dunman High School, is leaving Singapore PERMANENTLY on 27th Jan 2008 (flight details unknown) for Trinity (Australia) to study, then return to Hong Kong for goooooooooooood!

Right,
IS THERE ANY CHANCE FOR US TO SEND HIM OFF AT THE AIRPORT THO HIS DMN MATES WILL BE THERE TOO?

Text me asap and spread the word around thanks, my friends!

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Why, Anglican High seems so foreign out of a sudden.
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TRITON 5 BBQ TOMORROW :D
Happy, or not?

You Are 70% Weird

You're so weird, you think you're *totally* normal. Right? But you wig out even the biggest of circus freaks!

You Are a Ghost

Mysterious, independent, and often unseen - you always do things your own way. You are introverted, shy, and even a little secretive. People are dying to know you better, but you're a difficult person to know. A lot of your contributions to the world are left invisible and unfelt. Your greatest power: Blending in really well Your greatest weakness: Being too passive You play well with: Witches

Your Aura is Blue

Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor

Your Superhero Profile

Your Superhero Name is The Ghost Shield Your Superpower is Near-death Experience Your Weakness is Itching Your Weapon is Your Radiation Catapult Your Mode of Transportation is Bike

Hohoho I've deleted the post about the ass liar. Why get myself so fuming red. Wahahah if I don't see that liar I won't be angry. SO PLEASE, DISAPPEAR. Arigato.

GET YOUR FACE OUTTA MY MIND.

Forget forget forget/

Ernest is gonna play the guitar on BBQ night! :D Coolio. Get him to dance also ehehe. And I realise quite a number from 08S416 wanna go poly! Suddenly school isn't that fun anymore. Even if I get to stay in MJ for JAE, the people won't be the same again tho I stick with the same combi. Plus people leaving for VJ TJ if they can make it there. Well, can O's results be released later so I can enjoy life here more please.

I MISS THESE LOVING PEOPLE!
Functions, council, 1234C, teachers.. just everyone!









































WAH.